Latest projects
Hi all! So, as you can see, I’ve been pretty busy. And obviously don’t know how to use this with both pictures and text, so please forgive me! I have decided in between job hunting to meet some goals. I watched videos on grooming and groomed our dog! I learned how to use my drop spindle to spin roving into yarn, which will go to my loom kit, and then will spin my good roving into regular project yarn.Just keep swimming,,,just keep swimming…
I have been working on my portraits the last couple days, so I should soon have something to show! I switched from basic sketch paper to nicer paper today, which requires a bit of an adjustment with the charcoal! Thanks to my family and friends for allowing me to use their albums and photos to practice with :). It gives me a lot more variety as opposed to staring at my own photos on hours end! I also am excited, because I found a new set of chalk pastels with both grey tones and skin tones for inexpensive price, so I can start incorporating color instead of only B&W!
Officially done
I received my diploma! School is officially done. I have been applying to jobs with no luck, will be getting my FB page up soon thought to hopefully sell my work. I just completed a project for my sister-in-law!
Part of my moving forward in health and over all life is trying to forgive and forget, and hope she complies. Will post pics tomorrow! Knitting and crocheting is a relaxing form of art for me (unless I hit knots and spend hours untying before I can continue the project). I also do embroidery and somewhat sew. A new project I’ll be working on soon-is another t-shirt quilt! I feel these types of art are 3D concrete forms of working through my anger anxieties (insert emotion here). Embroidery is also like painting with thread. The images words and colors all match what I need to express.
First step post grad
So, for anyone interested (I don’t get notified of comments through phone and haven’t checked my last entry) I have a new Facebook page! “Samanthas fine art and portraiture” so far there are no images but I’m hoping to have albums up and figure out PayPal or Etsy (maybe both) by the end of the week. Yay for parttime employment of sharing my talents! Feel free to share my page with family and friends, I look forward to working with you!
Finished
So excited to be done. Slowly destressing, feeling aches and pains come and go. So glad I’m on my anxiety pills. The difference is amazing. No, I don’t feel drugged, but I can think and aren’t worrying all the time and get sleep!!!
I realized though that I posted my art pics but didn’t include a description. They are the processing of moving forward. My inner conflicts between the past pain and anxieties and discovering new things feelings and activities that I couldn’t do before. Discovering myself and being able to accept my past forgive and accept that I was given a second chance to move forward; and while moving forward is frightening it is also exciting!
I’m A Graduate!!!!!
Mmmmm brownie in a mug recipe
Haven’t tried yet but want to
Ingredients:
4 Tablespoons Flour
4 Tablespoons Sugar
2 Tablespoons Cocoa powder (Note: don’t use cocoa mix or quik, it shouldn’t have any sugar)
2 Tablespoons Vegetable Oil (Don’t use one with a strong flavor, e.g. olive, sesame, etc.)
2 Tablespoons Water
Dash of salt
Microwave mug for 1min.
The end is near
School is down to less than 30 days! Homework is finally coming to a close and I’m so glad I’m on my new anxiety medication you all have no idea! My paintings are almost ready to be turned in, have to figure out how to hang and finish painting the edges *for a framed look* will find out Thursday which are accepted and will post by Friday!
Expressive arts workshop
I went to a Connecticut annual counseling conference and sat through trauma informed care expressive arts workshop led by Cathy Malchiodi. Here was a personal project I did during our art exercise.
It was my tree of self-empowerment to cope with my survivor guilt at times. We had to do a tree which can represent the person and had to write something positive either in words about ourselves or something we wished was better (body image, worry etc.)
I formed a tree with my hands. Used scrap book paper with hearts and xoxoxo. And tissue paper. On the inside of the leaves wrote words of love and encouragement to remember when thoughts of ” why did I get chosen to live and not that kid or that dad? ” Enter my mind.




